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Created on 2003-02-24 14:03:28 (#917961), last updated 2009-12-28
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| Name: | marquelle |
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I walk, down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in
I am lost.. I am helpless
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
II.
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place again.
but, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
III.
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in.. it's a habit
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.
IV.
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.
V.
I walk down another street.
"Autobiography in Five Chapters" by Portia Nelson
22.
Female.
I work at a before and a summer camp program with kids.
I love my job (most days).
My dog Dakota and kitten Charlotte are my world.
I take online classes.
I have borderline personality disorder and go to therapy.
I talk a lot about my feelings.


After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
"After Awhile" by Veronica Shoffstall

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